anyone read the trentonian?

[qwikz28]

unfortunately an egyptian girl passed away in a car accident on sunday night. its been a mess at school since everyone who didnt know her, was associated with her indirectly. i knew her cousins. her name was mary gabriel. when she didnt come home, her mother went out driving looking for her, came across a group of cop cars, got out of the car, cops told her to get in the car cause it was police business and it was a car accident, her mother asked if it was a black corolla and her daughters name was mary and she never came home, the cop then gave her the bad news. she was ejected from the side of the car when her side airbag deployed and she wasnt wearing a seatbelt. no one knows what happened. some people are saying maybe a deer, some saying it may have been speeding, and someone even came out and suggested suicide because she apparently had a nutjob boyfriend who was just a dirtbag. who knows. i just hate seeing everyone so dismal and dressed in black. today would be her birthday, she would be 19 as of December 1st. just thought i would share in case someone stumbled across the article. its amazing how we hear about stuff like this everyday and you never know and you never see it coming. oh well, its late and im talking reckless right now. goodnight

[BonzoHansen]

I think I read about that in the Trenton Times yesterday. Very sad. If it is the same girl, this is the girl who gave all the money she saved as a child to the church because 'they need it more than I do'. While I disagree with that statement, that is a rare quality in anyone that young, or most any age, to be honest.

Very sad. WTF, no seatbelt?? I hate reading that. When will people learn?

[qwikz28]

I think I read about that in the Trenton Times yesterday. Very sad. If it is the same girl, this is the girl who gave all the money she saved as a child to the church because 'they need it more than I do'. While I disagree with that statement, that is a rare quality in anyone that young, or most any age, to be honest.

Very sad. WTF, no seatbelt?? I hate reading that. When will people learn?
that would be her. and to answer your question, they never will. (myself included)

[Firebird67dude]

Sorry to hear that. To add to the sadness, this girl i've been frineds with for a few yrs killed herself early this morning. She called me very early all upset. Her parents are going thrugh a very horrible divorce. She called me crying and there was soming differant in her voice. For the past two weeks she has called me everynight and we would talk for about 2 hrs. Last night was differant. Her voice and attitude seemed like she made a decision. I talked to her for about 20 mins. Then her fone lost service. I kept trying to call back but i couldnt get her. After about 6 calls to her, i called 911. I feel bad. Normally when shes like that while I'm on the fone talking to her I drive to her house. Being that I legally cant drive I was stuck. No I look back the hours and I feel like an *******. I should of went up there. I feel that its my fault cuz I couldnt or basicly decided not to go up there. Normally she did talk about it so then i'd already be there and talk to her and help her out. After she talked to me she'd always feel alot better and she would let all the stuff go. Its amazing how just talking to ppl., even more, just actually truely listening to what someone says can change an outcome.

[WildBillyT]

Sorry to hear that. To add to the sadness, this girl i've been frineds with for a few yrs killed herself early this morning. She called me very early all upset. Her parents are going thrugh a very horrible divorce. She called me crying and there was soming differant in her voice. For the past two weeks she has called me everynight and we would talk for about 2 hrs. Last night was differant. Her voice and attitude seemed like she made a decision. I talked to her for about 20 mins. Then her fone lost service. I kept trying to call back but i couldnt get her. After about 6 calls to her, i called 911. I feel bad. Normally when shes like that while I'm on the fone talking to her I drive to her house. Being that I legally cant drive I was stuck. No I look back the hours and I feel like an *******. I should of went up there. I feel that its my fault cuz I couldnt or basicly decided not to go up there. Normally she did talk about it so then i'd already be there and talk to her and help her out. After she talked to me she'd always feel alot better and she would let all the stuff go. Its amazing how just talking to ppl., even more, just actually truely listening to what someone says can change an outcome.

Wow, that's tough!

I knew a guy that killed himself because he was gay. He was in his late teens, so the funeral was very emotional. As it turned out, out of all the kid's family and friends, the person who was most emotional at the funeral was one of his brother's friends- who always used to yell FAG and HOMO at him all the time. That guy was in complete shambles.

[armymp1983]

Some think suicide is the only way. I know a few soldiers that would love to be alive. Taking your own life is selfish.

[qwikz28]

Sorry to hear that. To add to the sadness, this girl i've been frineds with for a few yrs killed herself early this morning. She called me very early all upset. Her parents are going thrugh a very horrible divorce. She called me crying and there was soming differant in her voice. For the past two weeks she has called me everynight and we would talk for about 2 hrs. Last night was differant. Her voice and attitude seemed like she made a decision. I talked to her for about 20 mins. Then her fone lost service. I kept trying to call back but i couldnt get her. After about 6 calls to her, i called 911. I feel bad. Normally when shes like that while I'm on the fone talking to her I drive to her house. Being that I legally cant drive I was stuck. No I look back the hours and I feel like an *******. I should of went up there. I feel that its my fault cuz I couldnt or basicly decided not to go up there. Normally she did talk about it so then i'd already be there and talk to her and help her out. After she talked to me she'd always feel alot better and she would let all the stuff go. Its amazing how just talking to ppl., even more, just actually truely listening to what someone says can change an outcome.

im sorry to hear that tim. be strong man, i know its hard to lose a peer. i saw some very strong people lose their composure this week and its unfortunate. keep your head up, she probably wouldnt wanna see you like this.

[Firebird67dude]

True, but I still feel i should of went up there. Regardless of wat ppl. say I'm going to feel this way for a while.

[Tru2Chevy]

Wow....that's really rough man, but you can't blame yourself. If she had made up her mind, there was prolly no stopping her. Doesn't make it any better though.

Be strong guys, you know that we're here for ya....

- Justin

[qwikz28]

God wanted her today and mary on sunday night, and thats what happened. there's no changin that

[jimmyboy8301]

very sad to hear.

and FYI the trentonian is a RAG

[79CamaroDiva]

:cry: wow guys, both stories are terribly sad. if either of you need a shoulder, there's lots of us here for you.

[Knipps]

damn. i'll admit i considered that road in the past...
feels like my little brother saved my life...

[unstable bob gable]

Sorry to hear about all the sadness...:(

[Firebird67dude]

I went to her wake today. It hit me about 10 mins i was there. Lost it. Toughened up tho. I talked to her mom. She said she doesnt know what she'd do with out me. She said she wants me to read the note at the funeral tomorrow. I dont think i can. She said that im in it. I bursted out crying after that. I feel worse than i dint Friday morning. I realized to day standing there in the funeral home that I am the last person she called. That makes me absolutely horrified to read that note tomorrow. I'm going to tho. I need to man up and do it for her mom. I kno i need to do it but i dont think im strong enough. I guess this is one of those things that someone just has to do no matter what. Wosrt part about today was the closed casket. Made it so much worse. I dont know. Felt like letting some of it out. Wanna talk to me IM me but dont call cuz i will only talk to certain people.


Thanks,
Tim