Reality checks! rant

[WayFast84]

So I have been getting in trouble in school recently, I guess it started with my struggle to keep my grades over a C avg. Well I had to do a detention because after a student called me shrek, I called her pheonia or w/e his girlies name is. Well I got written up, because there is this #$#$ teacher who is brand new, and has to prove how big her penis is. She left her study hall, came back with a legal pad, and asked everyone in my study hall for their names, when she got to me, I said in a nice polite tone, if you are going to get me into trouble, just ask my teacher for my name, blablalbah after asking a student for his name, I asked the student why he was so nice to her, and not to his own teacher, she got all offended, and started pms’ing, so I said look if your going to yell at me, just call security and send me to the office, she did, 3 security guards and the schools cop came.. that’s the story, Now after Im home my speakers blow out, and I become super pissed! I slam my mouse pad down and break the scroll. I rush down stairs and open the garage door, and pick my POS dirt bike up and slam it down, It proceeds to take 20 min, to start, and keep running! But when it does, I take it out for three WOT blast at a crazy 50 mph, with a pos helmet with no shield, shields are for pussies.

Now my point is, for the three minutes I was on that pos bike, freezing my ass off, I didn’t care about anything, not one thing went through my mind except the ice. I realized, my thing is curves and getting the wheel up on the shifts.

That was my reality check.

[chrisfrom nj]

your nuts

[NJSPEEDER]

if you are struggling in school i woudl suggest you stop worrying about the interweb for a while and go study.

[WayFast84]

its not the struggling its just that I just suck at math, i had gotten pissed at math and stopped doing all my work till i got a progress report, I made some work up and now have a 65, but thats still to low, it doesnt matter though. idc if i get kicked off the team or not, I quit today, but the coach wouldnt let me..

[baddest434]

keep your head up kid! i'd give my left nut to be young again and have my whole life left ahead of me. you'll get over it. now go study!!!!:lol:

[NJSPEEDER]

isn't your mom a teacher? if she can't help you with your math then i am sure she knows someone who can.
if you go through life giving up on things that are a struggle or challenge you it won't belong before you don't have anything left to do.

[slasherbarb]

dude high school is the most fun you will ever have if you stop sweating the small stuff...learn to not snap at everything cause that will get you in serious trouble...and don't take your anger out in public....you might hurt someone then you'd really be screwed...

[AliOMalley]

anger managment...

[WildBillyT]

To shoot you straight-

First- Keep your damn temper in check. You will get in serious **** if you don't.

Second- School may not be for everyone but you should at least give yourself a chance at it. Don't give up or any of that other pussy ****. Man up and work hard.

[deadtrend1]

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J/k man. When I was in high school, I would always freak out at not being able to do the tasks assigned. I would have some days where I would be nervious as hell, wondering if I'd make it through graduation. Its not like your the first person to have problems in school, and anger problems.

I was bad like you. Would always slam **** breaking it. Still have my moments but resort to cursing rather then physical attacks on inanimate objects. Hell, I still think there are a few of my wrenches in my neighbors bushes across the street......... :lol:

[WayFast84]

I used to be lots worse, thats why its pissing me off that Im getting in trouble for such stupid **** like, pheonia..cmon, in 8th grade, i was kicked out of english class, and on the referal my english teacher said, she was scared for her life..at least if im going to get into trouble for things, i want it to be worth getting in trouble for.

Chrisfromnj had a good idea, and say that i had sex with the teacher, but shes so ugly it would be imbarassing...

[deadtrend1]

I... and on the referal my english teacher said, she was scared for her life.....

seems like she got an "A" in drama class when she went to school ...

[Ian]

nothing in high school is worth getting that worked up over. who cares if you fail, you've got that whole "no child left behind" thing working for ya :lol:

I had a little problem with authority in high school, but what kid doesnt. learn to pick your fights better and more importantly, learn to pick your words and tone better. you'd be suprised how much I got away with in high school because of my wording and tone.

[Brando56894]

I slam my mouse pad down and break the scroll.

your mousepad has a scroll? :twisted:

[deadtrend1]

your mousepad has a scroll? :twisted:

:scratch: Pretty sure he means the scroll wheel on the mouse. I dunno. Mine has taking a beating with **** falling on it, soda spilling on it, now the buttons stick, but its still working somehow...

[Anti_Rice_Guy]

Go see the teacher and get extra help...even if it doesn't really help you, it makes you look good. And take your aggression out on exercising or gym would be my advice. Although as a current senior in HS myself idk how much it'll help you. Message/IM me if you wanna talk

[BonzoHansen]

...i had gotten pissed at math and stopped doing all my work till i got a progress repor....That is dumb. How are you gonna make big $$ so you can spend it all on cars?

[WayFast84]

That is dumb. How are you gonna make big $$ so you can spend it all on cars?

I got it figured out, Im going to open a shop, its going to be all about performance, and I want their to be a test track in the back of it. a 1/8 and a little autox course or something. either that or im gonna be a social studys teacher and teach about world war 2 cause it rocked

[Knipps]

I got it figured out, Im going to open a shop, its going to be all about performance, and I want their to be a test track in the back of it. a 1/8 and a little autox course or something. either that or im gonna be a social studys teacher and teach about world war 2 cause it rocked

you do realize as a teacher you don't get to decide what you teach, there's a curriculum you have to stick to... those crappy books you read? not your teacher's choice..

[baddest434]

nothing for nothing matt but if you want to teach, one would think you would have to have been taught first. get off the net and go study like i told you! lol
now the shop on the other hand sounds more like where you'll end up.:lol:

[WayFast84]

Hell no, Im smart as hell when it comes to world war 2, I allready talked to my casemanager, and she said that I will probably go from in class suport with 2 teachers, to honors history next year.

[Tsar]

are we suppose to feel bad for you cuz you cant keep above C average in HS? or cuz you had an emo moment? pfff get real kid.

[Brando56894]

:scratch: Pretty sure he means the scroll wheel on the mouse. I dunno. Mine has taking a beating with **** falling on it, soda spilling on it, now the buttons stick, but its still working somehow...

i know i was just being an ass

[Mike]

are we suppose to feel bad for you cuz you cant keep above C average in HS? or cuz you had an emo moment? pfff get real kid.

+1 sorry matt i had too

[WayFast84]

I dont care, the thread isnt sopposed to make everyone feel sorry for me, The thread is about how I needed a quick reality check. But now im going to go cut my wrists!!

[Tsar]

But now im going to go cut my wrists!!Just remember its DOWN the road, not accross the street.

[Mike]

I dont care, the thread isnt sopposed to make everyone feel sorry for me, The thread is about how I needed a quick reality check. But now im going to go cut my wrists!!

this thread should show you you spend too much time on here and that probably contributes to your poor grades, unplug your modem for a week and see if your school work improves.

[Savage_Messiah]

I got it figured out, Im going to open a shop, its going to be all about performance, and I want their to be a test track in the back of it. a 1/8 and a little autox course or something.


yea because that won't cost obscene amounts of money...

[Untamed]

Put the car away.
Read the books and do your homework.
Go to hockey practice.
Get off the internet.
Thank your mother for taking care of you.

Do these things and suddenly the world wont seem like it's breathing down your neck.

[Mike]

Put the car away.
Read the books and do your homework.
Go to hockey practice.
Get off the internet.
Thank your mother for taking care of you.

Do these things and suddenly the world wont seem like it's breathing down your neck.

+1 best advice so far.

OR instead of picking up airbrushing as YET another hobby, work on the car in the time you use to be on here.......it might run if ya do that

[BonzoHansen]

Put the car away.
Read the books and do your homework.
Go to hockey practice.
Get off the internet.
Thank your mother for taking care of you.

Do these things and suddenly the world wont seem like it's breathing down your neck.

+1 best advice so far.

OR instead of picking up airbrushing as YET another hobby, work on the car in the time you use to be on here.......it might run if ya do thatWhat they said....

[79CamaroDiva]

:stupid:

the 3 wise men above me.

[Untamed]

Matt, one of the things I didn't appreciate until I hit my 30's... was just how wise my parents were when I was a teenage-know-it-all.

The only thing we can do, without actually sounding like your parents, is suggest you learn from our mistakes / regrets / wishes.

The stuff I posted above can truly turn you around, whether you see that now or not. Sometimes you don't have to understand, you simply have to -do-.

Check the anger at the door, man up and take the correct path, and just get through school first. Stay the course and you'll be smart enough (and still alive) to enjoy the things you envision yourself doing. At 15 you aren't going to make a ton of money as an auto mechanic - at 30 you won't earn a ton of money either. Life is a long journey, don't think for one second that you are even sure about what you plan to do or where you will end up. The only thing you should try to make happen, is finish high school and move on to college / tech school. That's your next stop, not a career job.

On Monday, put a smile on your face, go to class, and stop day dreaming about the car and shop. Keep your mind on schooling and just get it done. If you can't do it alone, make friends with the academic types so that you start to get as interested in learning as they are. Trust me, being a nerd early on pays off well in later years.

Good luck!

[WayFast84]

didnt work, I suck

[unstable bob gable]

Let's all have a positive cheer for Wayfast!

BRICKA! BRACKA! FIRECRACKA!
SIS! BOOM! BAH!
WAYFAST! WAYFAST!
RAH! RAH! RAH!

Go git 'em, kid! :wink:

[chrisfrom nj]

matt you need to learn how to calm down take it easy relax

[nj85z28]

Matt ill give you a piece of advise, just concentrate on graduation man. everything else falls in place. take it from me, im a high school drop out, from age 16 to 19 i worked some of the worst jobs out there because i had no diploma. unless you want to work the night shift at the local shoprite for 7.50 an hour like i did at one point, get the diploma. my life didnt turn around until after i went back and got that piece of paper, now im a union electrician, working for a big company, working by myself as a foreman and making rediculous loot. and if you keep freaking out like that, your gonna end up in a juvenile detention, and guess what you still have to go to school in there, and the food sucks, and the judge will make you go to anger management and therapy for years. trust me i know from first hand experience