[Blacdout96]

Yeah, I was put into that same hole. My one ex, who was the first I really loved, we were great but she became wierd, and started hanging out wiht some trash. She never smoked pot before but she for soem reason decided to one day with these people. well a few months downt he line, she got drunk and fooledaroudn with my bestfriend, and then a couple weeks later slept wiht some guy, some football star of her school. I took her back and in the middle ofthe summer she slept wiht my best friend whom she fooled around with back in january. well she went off to college and has become the village whore. shes slept with more then half ofa fraternity in her college, and gets drunk every night, why i dont know but it hurt so much to hear what she had become, this innocent girl turned into a whore. well last month i lost another person who i cared about alot. She says she doesnt know what she wants to do with her life so decides to just walk away from me so she could go out party, adn see other guys, I hate love, it hurts so much. dude Ive been in your shoes a few times, and it will hurt, but the bestthing you can do is get together with your friends, and try to havea good time. it helped me so much thru this last break up, I mean god the first break up that I had when I lost the one who went to college, it took me almost 9 months to get over her because I chose to stay seldom to myself instead of being around others, its hard.