[BigRocsFirebird]

Originally Posted by Slow-V6

Maybe you shouldnt lift? Seems from what you are saying that when you were not working out you were not as bad as when you are working out..

You should probably talk to a Shrink also! When my mom got cancer when I was 14 I had to see a shrink. I was like you were stupid **** pissed me off all the time. To the point were I was going to loose it. The Doctor I saw helped me through being a teenager and not having a mother. I felt better after our 1st visit. I did not want to see a doctor but all they do is listen to you. Its nice to have someone listen to you who doesnt know you personally like my Dad or Brother did. I saw the doctor 4 times. once a week for a month.

Ill never give up lifting lol but I already talked to someone about this I'm going back wends this week. I'm trying to be calm. Just now about 5 min ago some lady sat at green light so I started to count seconds I waited till 7 then was about to blow the horn and she went. Ill see what I can do to chill out